Sun a could not see she the facial expression at the moment, however, he knows that she is very sad at this time, certainly, he is also very sad by himself ……about one in the last yearses, he is to don't feel that the degree that he like to thousand leaves contains decrease, however, he to their together probably happy confidence always in the decrease.But probably is to really and too like her, so, and similar before, he still cannot helped but thinking one more of opportunities to her, not their in the future entrust the years pass by quickly to the indetermination.
"Thousand leaves, if you stay me, probably I still keep staying."
"Thank."This is really an irresistable temptation, thousand leaves almost important point head, however, she finally still slowly shook to shake head, " can I can not do so.I can not be always so selfish and write to think just for myself ……but ……"
Although words say so, however, she still keeps cannot helping but thinking, true of so?She doesn't know that she after missing original sun a can't also have ability to fall in love with other people.She also thinks that even if ascend original sun a feel they now not ability together, but after he finishes university?So, although feel that doing like this is very sad, she still kept biting to bite lips and asked:"Sun a, I am to say, after waiting your graduation?"
Ascend original sun on seeing don't yea and nay and not give up on her face, he knows with thousand leaves' personalities and asks one words like this to need tremendous courage, however, for the matter that didn't have confidence, he doesn't think to can not literally promise, either what:"Thousand leaves, time remember to acquaint with for the first time, you once said, the implied meaning of your name was the tree of an efflorescence.I is that the summer is born by myself, so, from then on, you became an E son flower tree that sows in my in the mind.I am to once think, in later time in, make you warmly open in my sunlight ……always, which afraid is to arrive this a moment, I still keep still keeping thinking like this.But, I once said as well, I was just very ordinary man, I really don't know 45 years after, oneself will become what kind, so, concerning the future, I what can not say, either."
"I am getting more understand."Thousand leaves ordered to nod.Is really funny ……always, sad sad each time, resemble at the time that Huang mismanaged, she always thought, she still has up original the sun is 1 ……feel the most dependable backing in her subconscious originally, in fact is also that she most catches to ricketily help rice straw.At this time, there is 1 kind doing not know to be regarded as disappointed still despairing mood controling her.She thinks that now that hope he now leave's opening isn't practical, so, hope he in the future come back again, in fact is also similar absurd.However, this time, she to she in the future luckily unhappiness this kind of matter have already not too put in the mind and say to her, as long as ascend original sun one oneself to feel happy good.She suddenly thoughted of a matter, "sun a, I can beg you a matter?"
"What?"Ascend original sun an ask.
" You go to American previous, can don't make too many people know this matter?My request like this is a little bit and excessively, even probably also hinder you to find out a better girl, but ……sorry, you be I what also never once say good."Thousand leaves finally flow next tears.
"I promise you."Ascend original sun one to say.
Thousand leaves are stunned speechless:"Why?You need not promise mine.This kind of time, I unexpectedly still can not let go my own vanity and Be getting more beyond hope ……however, I really don't want to make too many people know ……"she originally meant to say "I what also had no", however, she wased very quick and then thoughted of, since today, this kind of words have already been not suitable for to ascend once the original sun say, " I and the boy that oneself like broke up."
"In fine, I promise you.Thousand leaves, we are still friends.If you would like to, can have been taking me for friend."Ascend original sun on lookinging at her tears, wish, in the her eyes, is oneself the boy whom an is so easy and then can fancy opposite sex?Can throw in embracing of another girl on turning round?Certainly, may also because he suddenly put forward to break up like this, it make her be getting more disappointed.However, he doesn't want to make thousand leaves know their the moods of he's reality:In fact, which afraid is to arrive this a moment, he also still still hopes that they can have future.He can make sure at this time of also just, they now continue to take away like this isn't way.As for future, who know?
"Thank you."Thousand leaves stretch out the tears that the back of the hand wiped out cheeks.
"To, thousand leaves, are you not to say, occupy and tells me?What matter?"Ascend original sun a suddenly thoughted of what.
"Be free."Thousand leaves shook to shake head.Now, that already just her own sad affair, and ascend original sun a Be getting more irrelevant.
"What call Be free?"Ascend original sun an ask.
"Be free.Sun a, leave.―― I wanted to go home."
Ascend once the original sun wish, be so ……she occupies to always present to mind and saids nothing, so, they just walk to today.
Thousand leaves return to a house, the path goes straight to return to his/her own room, the Yang lies to in the bed.
She feels her own one empty heart, from the heart bottom deep place constantly and continuously surge forward of, is all painful and sad ……
Why do the persons cherished by her all want to nearby leave from she?She so of not good?
She holds own face, tears cannot stop torrent, meanwhile, that kind of from all signed to bring back in museum come of fear feeling have been lingering around as well in her at heart, once in a very long while flick it not to go:Whether till the last, she what also stay not to live?
Is this her life?
Although someone says, the life is one a life time, the frustrate fights always unavoidably.But, while unfortunately striking, the heart still will feel very painful ……but, because being afraid is painful, can not love?
She believes that even if till now, she also still loves up the original sun a.No matter ascend original sun a still just inattentive, he is her first to truely like the last opposite sex, and, like very badly now.Is impossible because he suddenly put forward to break up today, she to his like Ga however ……
So, she wants to feel more that she is sad more:Although a hearts all have been already been harmed thousand Chuangs 100 bores, Be getting more unbearably dilapidated, but, there is still also love dashing about to flow out in the in the interval, 100 turn for thousand times, don't give up day and night.
Always chapter 74
(74)
Ascend original sun on doing not directly go home with thousand leaves after breaking up, he contacts just to work overtime in the company of thousand after friend look for, leaves' a pair person about meet in the corner of the street park of that company neighborhood at 12:00 very much.
"Uncle, here."Ascend original sun a toward walking into park front door of thousand leaf the friend looked for to recruit to beckon with the hand.Thousand leaf friend's looking for almost is trampling the bell in 12:00 to come in.
He walks to ascend original sun one in front, the bench by the side of his body sat down:"Sun a, how can and suddenly want to seek me?―― Your seeming to be for a long time have never ascended my house to play, is homework very favour?"
"That's right, because of being already an examinee.Uncle, what matter does your house have recently,cheap beats by dre?"Because thousand leaves Be not willing to say by themselves, he has to to ask her father.Although put forward to break up, he still kept cannot helping but the business that wants to concern thousand leaves.
"It is a matter a little bit.―― I have already had digamous object."
"This matter, I listen to my father once speaking of."
"Last night two family met.The other party is also the employee in the company, your father also knows.She formerly of the husband is a musician, six year agos died, there is also the very good son whom an as big as you piano plays.Sun a, I think that you probably also know, the tree have been all not too canning accept the fact that the parents divorce, always think we can reply a marriage, however, this is impossible.At present, her mother went to England, as for I also want to be married again, she seems a trace of fear, so, towarded the other party to say on the dinner party last night some disrespectful of words, also ran first ……"
BE so ……
Ascend original sun a know at this time that oneself really chooses wrong opportune moment, he unexpectedly in thousand most disappointed time for leaveses put forward to break up, added a salt on the wound that she originally suffers, not, is a pack of salt, she is desperately definitely painful now ……
"Will thousand leaves so do, because can not accept the other party?"
"Also not BE.She once said she will go to apologetic.Ocean son and small fix isn't all person whom the Ke engraves, so, I think, in the future live together, the tree will definitely feel happy.The sun of ―― a, you advise her for me, she is sometimes good at to get oneself into a dead end, however, she seems to be really to care your to think
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